I'm So SoRRy

i am so sorry if what i've done...hurts u...
i'm sorry if my decision have made u trouble in studies...
i'm sorry 4 everything that i done.....
but...it is your fault...u're the one who started 2 make all this kind of fussy messup.....
if u just try to be more honest this kind of problem wouldnt happened...
i do love u...seriously deeply inloved with u..but i love my family more...its okey if i lost u coz i got my family...they are more thousand times important.....u know what....i never love someone like this b4 ....u r the first person that make me feels like this...its true that i coupled many times b4 but i never get hurt so badly bcoz of a guy..n most important..i never cried only bcoz of a guy...haha but thanks 2 u..i finally cried so hard until i have lost my appetite....u're the one that i love but u're the one that make me hurts.....u have dissappointed me.....i dont mind if u have someone else but just tell me..dont be so secretive...i dont like someone lied to me....just be honest....but when this happen...i'm so shocked...i've nver think that u would do such things....seriously i'm so dissappointed with u...with ur attitude...i dont know whether in ur heart...u r seriously meant that u love me..n only me....haha..if only if i can read ur mind...hm....but i cant do anything right now coz i'm too sad and too tired with u...i'm tired with the problem that happen...i hate u..but at the same time i still love u....Am i an IDIOT? yes...i'am an idiot coz my frenz tell me to leave u n 4get u...but still i cant do what they advised me...so i am stupid....bcoz of u i be liked this...i feel sorry 4 myself but i feel more sorry 4 u...coz u dont know that Allah can see what u had done...if its true u didnt do...so its owkeyh...but if its true..hm....think about it...